Yuki has suffered a traumatic childhood at the hands of Akito, the head of the Sohma clan. Akito locked him up and mentally tortured him. In effect, Yuki has a somewhat low sense of worth and a claustrophobic fear. With Tohru's help, however, Yuki is gradually able to loosen up. Yuki's fangirls hate it when Yuki gets closer to Tohru, and use harassment to try to drive her away. They claim they are trying to "protect" Yuki from Tohru, but the truth is, they are merely bombarding him with one-sided love and adoration; Tohru's the one protecting Yuki. It was revealed that Yuki was the one who saved Tohru and brought her back to her mother when she was young and had gotten lost; Tohru has never forgotten that memory and keeps the hat (which actually belongs to Kyo) that Yuki gave to her. For that, Yuki always has a deep respect and love for Tohru for actually "needing" him. Generally quiet and polite, Yuki is an amazing martial artist who enjoys gardening. He has a garden in a small patch of forest near the walkway leading to Shigure's house which he and Tohru call their "secret base".
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Sunday, November 19, 2006 should I go for it? It's so hard to pretend that you're not in love with someone -- where in fact you love her very much. It's almost impossible to hide your feelings and make believe that you don't feel anything towards someone special -- even if she's just beside you. It's just that... I don't want to risk our friendship and I don't want to mess our current connection with everyone. Everything will change. Or is it? Am I afraid to be rejected? I guess it will hurt if I get rejected, thus it's a scary experience. I- I've never experienced as such and I have no idea what I'll do to myself if I ever get rejected. I say I'm afraid. I mean, if I have to tell that I like her, should I expect something back? Something positive, perhaps? Hmm... if I won't expect something then why risk telling her? Does she have to know? Would she turn down others if I tell her? Why am I afraid of telling her? I'm thinking too much. There's too much worry of the consequences that might not even happen. Heh, apparently I'm playing with my feelings. Why? Will she avoid me if she finds out? If that happens, then the friendship that I had a hard time building will go to the dump. Is friendship not good enough? What's wrong with friendship not good enough? It's possible that I want to be more than friends. I want to stay with her for the rest of my life. So much so that I'd take the whole package. I have to supress myself. I have to help myself and keep it together. I have to transfer all this feeling on a paper. Afterwards, laugh at myself and my entries about love and become unfamiliar of myself once again. still not getting it at 12:49 AM ![]() |